August222009
0133. I can’t explain all of the shit that i’ve been through after you left me. the weird thing is i haven’t had any outbursts of tears until my father called me stupid for going out with you. i really love you, you are my everything. & i blocked you everywhere and anyway i could to forget about all the hurt you’ve caused me. you can keep my “bestfriend” you can sleep with her, kiss her, tell her all the shit you told me. i won’t ever be in their position anymore. i wish she’d get hurt like how you hurt me. but you’ll never do that to her. you’ll only do it to me because you think a shitload of bad shit about me. fuck you, rainey. fuck you.
